the need to fulfil a task at this moment.

the need to perfectly excell.

the need to strive and push forward.

the need to hang on and rest but not doing it and pushing more.

the feeling of being not enough.

they are better.

they have more.

they are big.

me? nothing, in comparison.

but why do I feel that way?

why do I only see them how they are right now?

they were where I am today.

they weren't so knowledgeable all the time.

they hadn't had those skill when they were born.

it's practise. it's consistency. it's patience.

but when in thick of action, patience is the least thing that comes natural.

so how do I do it?

how do I become a master like them?

how do I become ME?

first: stop compairing.

second: stop complaining.

third: fuck your gonna - go do.

end of story. period.

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